I must be honest with myself. I am definitely heterosexual. I love to look at women. I love their breasts, their legs, their behind, their smooth soft creamy complexion, ... I get zero sexual arousal from looking at men. I don't get sexually excited ogling a handsome man. Yet... Yet.... When I am dressed as a woman, or when I fantasize that I am a woman, I love the attention from men; I love to fantasize about making love to a man; I love to fantasize about sexually arousing a man. That is the part I find erotic: to be validated as a desirable, sexy woman.

Apparently, from my correspondence with various 'Net sisters, I am not at all unique in this respect. It is somewhat comforting to know that there are many others who feel the same way.

And oh yeah, I love anal sex, especially with an "understanding" partner, such as my dildo! My fav position is getting fucked doggy style. There's just something about being on my elbows and knees, ass in the air, while a nice firm cock slowly and deliciously slides in and out of my ass... The only thing better is being fucked doggy style by a hot babe with a strap-on!