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How It All Started


[ Jun 20, 2004 ]


My first experience with wearing "sexy" stuff was when I was 12 or so. I was on vacation w/ two friends (boys). One of them had a pair of platform shoes. (This was the early seventies and such shoes were popular with both sexes.) I tried them on and was unexplicably aroused. The feel of the shoes' arch against the bottom of my feet, the weight on the ball of my feet, ... It's weird that even though the shoes are men's shoes, they kindled my high-heel fetish.

The next development of my fetishes (?) was when I was about 13. My dad moonlighted as the Saigon correspondent for a few international business publications. He hired a secretary to do the typing and handle the paperwork for him. She worked at our house. She was very fond of wearing short, short mini-skirts and high-heels. I think she was responsible for my fixation with legs! She was also the first woman I saw wearing pantyhose (this was back in my country, where hosiery is not exactly common); I'll never forget the silky looks of her legs! I would frequently pass by her desk as if on the way to somewhere else, stealing glances at her shapely thighs and calves. She was pretty and very friendly to boot, so my adolescent imagination just ran wild!

When I was 16, I got my introduction to wearing pantyhose. It happened when some female guests left some of their pantyhoses hanging up to dry in the bathroom. I sneaked into the bathroom, locked the door, and tried on a pair. I can still remember my surprise at the delicious feeling of the pantyhose gliding over my legs. It also felt great when I sat astride the edge of the bathtub, rubbing my inner thighs against the cold porcelain. I had a great time masturbating while wearing them, and have been hooked ever since! And those pantyhose were not even the soft, silky, slick kind. They were just your run-of-the-mill discount pantyhose which nowadays tend to feel a bit like sandpaper on my legs!

After that, it was a long time before I had the chance to explore hosiery again. When I graduated and started working, I always had some hosiery squirreled away in the house. My favorite is Hanes Silk Reflections pantyhose and stockings. I just love their silky feel & the way they glisten. Especially the Hanes Silk Reflections Ultra Silk (now called Evening Sheer) hosiery; girl, nothing is more silky, soft and shiny! I like pantyhose and stockings that are silky-feeling and that glisten a lot. A woman wearing such shiny pantyhose or stockings (especially stockings w/ garter belt!) will always have my attention, regardless of how she looks otherwise! I love the way they make my legs look really sleek and shapely and sexy. Wearing Hanes and caressing my inner thighs has got to be the biggest turn-on ever.

Around the same time, I ventured further in my high heel fetish. I bought a pair of 4" blue suede pumps with lacing over the foot that ties around the ankle. At that point, I merely enjoyed wearing hose and heels and admiring my legs in the mirror. After I got married, wearing hose and heels was no longer enough; I wanted to go further in looking like a woman. I guess it was because while I was turned on by how I looked from the waist down, the sight of me from the waist up had the effect of an ice bath! Since my wife was going to school at night to finish her BA, I had a lot of time to experiment. I tried different types of high heel shoes. I acquired more sexy undies and more woman clothes. I started using my wife's make-up stuff and her jewelry.

From admiring my female self in the mirror, I progressed to taking photos of myself dressed up as a woman. Being ever the perfectionist, I kept practicing and practicing and what do you know, practice does make perfect!